i can hug you in my thoughts....

i took this photo from afar so you will not move away - these photos that i took will be my forever treasure and memories of you.

you are the first dog who became my friend here in lutopan. these photos that i have with you will always remind me that you are with me always. that's how i deeply value dogs in my life. you are not just a pet but someone very dear to me. i miss you doggie.

while you still have the time, show your love...we never know when the time is up...i should have kept you inside, if only i knew that you will be gone that night, i should have not let you go out. i miss you doggie, i really do...

you made me smile - thank you doggie. i miss you already.

i will miss you

hello doggie and bye bye doggie. i cried many nights because i can no longer see you. i was busy browsing the net when i heard you scream the other night. though i did not see what happened but i knew that it was you who met an accident. i don't know who your owner is but i know that you are my neighbor, you became my playmate for a short while - when i went home from work, you greet me with a wag of your tail and even if i don't know your name, let me call you brownie. i like your color. you are a very friendly dog. i gave you something to eat and i cannot forget that afternoon - we played. it is such a pity that it was the last time to play with you. i miss you brownie. the day after that night, i looked around to see if a dog is bumped by a car or a vehicle somewhere near because of that loud scream the other night, to find out you lying on that grass. i did not go near and take a look, i can easily recognize that it's you - the brown color - the dog who is my playmate. the dog who made me smile despite of a lonely place - thank you for the memories i had with you. i love dogs very much. i talk to dogs as if they are human friends. what hurts most is when you know that for that short period of time, i haven't done my very best. if only i know that you could meet an accident, i should have kept you inside so that you will not roam around. though i am not your owner, i love you so much. i took these photos during those times when you are playing. i will miss you brownie. i have hugged you that afternoon only to realize that it was my last hug. honestly, i am crying when i make this note. because i remember you when you are still alive. thank you for making me realize one very important thing - we can make ourselves happy - just like what you did when you were playing by yourself. one thing that i learn from a dog is that - loyalty is always there - they are happy everytime they see their friends and master around. a dog never demands yet they can stay faithful. right now, i don't have a playmate, no one will greet me when i come home from work and the food that i bring now is just in my bag. i will really miss you. if only you know and if only dogs can understand what i feel right now. i make you a part of my blog because you touch my life. i love you so much doggie. wherever you are now, i hope you still see me everytime i pass by.

sunday break

some of my favorite scents - JLo is the best. i love to smell good and i always appreciate nice and soothing scents...

I can't sleep, I don't have anything to do at this time. I keep on browsing and my blogger is my way of an outlet from a day's work. Old and new photos that describe best my life. I capture moments- unforgettable moments.

I dream of so many things, my thoughts can wander and roam around like thin air. I love to think of happy and pleasant thoughts. Sad stories are always part of our lives and we can't do something about it. So I let it be. Happiness is always a high price tag to pay, you have to love more and give more to be loved. Yet you can't beg and ask someone to love you back, you cannot force anybody to like or love you. I call anything that makes me happy a treasure, I treasure memories and value friendship as well. But there are times that I am too hard to understand, I admit that yet there is someone who understands me. I am grateful for that. It's something that I will pay back unconditionally. Thank you!!!

i miss the city- the noise and the traffic. one thing i like when i am very tired is that i don't have time to worry and i don't have time to be mad. it's like getting busy and being busy is a life. i was not able to meet my friend due to time constraints but when i will be in a holiday someday, my friend is a great company regardless of who i am with. we can enjoy great view, we both like nature. that would be too soon. el nido is in the mind but....there's always a but for me...my friend likes to be in boracay which i don't prefer, i don't like beaches, i don't enjoy diving and underwater activities. maybe i can go island hopping. that is too soon yet, just plans and to make the holiday more of fun - it's something i really look forward to.

what i had in mind now is a beautiful view, a friend just called up and i was thinking of el nido....wow!!!