hello doggie and bye bye doggie. i cried many nights because i can no longer see you. i was busy browsing the net when i heard you scream the other night. though i did not see what happened but i knew that it was you who met an accident. i don't know who your owner is but i know that you are my neighbor, you became my playmate for a short while - when i went home from work, you greet me with a wag of your tail and even if i don't know your name, let me call you brownie. i like your color. you are a very friendly dog. i gave you something to eat and i cannot forget that afternoon - we played. it is such a pity that it was the last time to play with you. i miss you brownie. the day after that night, i looked around to see if a dog is bumped by a car or a vehicle somewhere near because of that loud scream the other night, to find out you lying on that grass. i did not go near and take a look, i can easily recognize that it's you - the brown color - the dog who is my playmate. the dog who made me smile despite of a lonely place - thank you for the memories i had with you. i love dogs very much. i talk to dogs as if they are human friends. what hurts most is when you know that for that short period of time, i haven't done my very best. if only i know that you could meet an accident, i should have kept you inside so that you will not roam around. though i am not your owner, i love you so much. i took these photos during those times when you are playing. i will miss you brownie. i have hugged you that afternoon only to realize that it was my last hug. honestly, i am crying when i make this note. because i remember you when you are still alive. thank you for making me realize one very important thing - we can make ourselves happy - just like what you did when you were playing by yourself. one thing that i learn from a dog is that - loyalty is always there - they are happy everytime they see their friends and master around. a dog never demands yet they can stay faithful. right now, i don't have a playmate, no one will greet me when i come home from work and the food that i bring now is just in my bag. i will really miss you. if only you know and if only dogs can understand what i feel right now. i make you a part of my blog because you touch my life. i love you so much doggie. wherever you are now, i hope you still see me everytime i pass by.